Happy 22nd!

Thank you for the beautiful story you wrote me.
I kept reading em, over and over again.
Happy 22nd, love! <3

First of Many

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'No, you cant go, because we dont love you.'

Okay I have to warn you first, Im not really a good daughter.

I'm mad at mummy because I cant go to an exchange program in USA. My dad said he knew a family who worked for AFS. Okay actually the father's an excutive director there. The program was 6 months, 1 semester. We'll live with foster parents blablabla. Why am I telling you this? You already know, I'm sure. My dad said it was okay for me to try. I already sent an application form last year and that was why they sent me to Cherating. But my mum wont let me go.

Meanwhile, I really want to go to Mecca this year, Im taking SPM this year, so yeahh. Besides, I think Im ready. But my dad wont let me go. My mum wants me to go, she said she really wants to take me there. At first, my dad paid for the trip, but then he canceled. Idk why. Im so jealous with my friends who get to go there.

Its just so unfair. I mean, my mum wont let me go to USA, and I cant go. And my dad wont let go to this one trip to Mecca and I cant go. In the end, I cant go anywhere! And they're not exactly the outgoing type of parents. Im just gonna spend this whole holiday sulking. And mummy daddy, if I had any fun, I promise to die.

- THE END -

ITS SUMMER TIME!

SCHOOL HOLIDAY IS HEREEEEE! 2 WEEKS BABY! God, this is exactly what I need. After cramping my brain with 3 weeks of exams, all I need is a break. 2 weeks is enough. I'm not asking for more. Gosh Im so excited! I dont have any holiday plans tho. Well you see, I was supposed to go to Mecca with Amirul's and Izzat's family, but we canceled at the last minute. Because my dad wont let me go. Urgh. Anywaaaaaayyyy, what should I do during this school holiday?

I dont mind if I had to stay home for 2 weeks. Im just glad the school holiday is here. Im probably just gonna waste time by staring at the ceiling for 2 weeks anyway. Im appreciating the holiday, unlike some people I know -_-

- THE END -

Heart is beating

Farzin just told me, I got highest in Science for March test. It's only 62 / 80. I remembered the day I took the test. I was supposed to be in the hospital because my white blood is increasing. The doctor wanted me to stay but my dad didn't let me, even after the doctor slow-talked to my dad. Well, even though I didn't stay at the hospital, I was still sick. Very sick. They had to drip me first before I could go home. And they gave me lots of pills to take at home. I rested for two days. But still it wasn't enough. I was still sick. But on the third day, I insisted on going, so I went. I entered the class 10 minutes late, and I did my best on the paper. The results came out, I got highest. Wow. I guess what my mother said is true after all ?

I'm just very happy with the result. I will try harder next time. Fingers crossed!

Huge pile of mess

Well you see, I have a problem. Think you can help?

 I need to study. I want to study. But the reason I can't is because my room is a mess. HUGE MESS! My dad always said "Macam kapal pecah." I really can't concentrate with everything isn't order. I can barely see my floor nowadays. All the things on my study table kept falling because there's no more space. I stuffed my cupboard with so many books, I think it's gonna explode anytime soon. When I started to study, my head will be aching because my room is such a mess. But I gotta have my books when I study. I use so many books and colour pens whenever I study. My study table is gonna be (what's the word for selerak?)

I'll simple this for you,
I want to study, but I can't study with my room being selerak with books. But whenever I study, my room will be selerak. And I can't study in that condition. But whenever I tidy my room up, it will be messy again because I need to study. And it goes on and on and on . . .

So you see my dillema! HELP T_T

By Mya

Kill Me

Yoohoo! Mya in the house! Im sitting on Raina's bed, using Raina's laptop. Weee~ 

Well you see, we had History class together before at 3 pm till 5 pm. Deanna sent us back to Raina's house. While waiting for Raina's Perdagangan teacher, (What's perdagangan in English?) Raina stuffed me with food. Haha. I ate Chocolate Indulgence from Secret Recipe and Garlic Bread. IT WAS SO YUMMY! I'll die of happiness if I could live in your house. Seriously. Now while I'm waiting for Raina to finish her class, I'm blogging. What a good way to kill time right?


Thanks, Raina :)

Pftt

Who am I kidding? I'm a joke.

Run baby, Run!

I'm on my imaginary vacation, clearing my messed up mind. Errr - more to running away from all this shits.

Addmaths at 6.30

So today, I woke up at 5.30 in the morning. Yay me! Then I got ready for school ; took a bath, sang and danced, talked to my imaginary friends, you know normal stuff :P

At 6.15, I had nothing to do because I got ready early. So I made myself a breakfast - baked macaroni. SERIOUSLY YUMMY :D At 6.30, I couldn't think of anything better to do, so I did Addmaths. For half an hour. Without nothing interfering. Wow.

I'm so proud of myself! Woohoo!

A bear called Gia

Gia just went home. Leaving me home alone. Well, its been so long since you came here right darling? I think its almost 2 months now. I was walking, and I bummed into Gia, and out of sudden 

I said "Balik my house." 
She said "Today's Thurday. I can't." 
"Errr today's Wednesday?" I replied.


We both smiled, and it was on. I got to go home early today so I waited for her at the canteen. Meanwhile, I had to layan Amirul and Izzat's weirdest karenah. Errr -.-


We talked non-stop for an hour and a half! Only then we realized that we were actually really hungray. Well, we have a lot of catching up to do. We had been very busy with school, especially with carnival co-academic, last week. And I went to Aussie for a week and a half last holiday. Plus, she's not using her phone right now, very hard for me to contact her yooo. We talked, I talked, she talked. Ohh boy don't we have some laughs? After that, we ordered Domino's. We took a really long time to decide what to eat. BLAME HER! Hehe. Even the guy on the phone laughed at us, because we couldn't decide. Then, we ate ate and ate! Until we both bloated.


I had a good time with you darling!
Haish that funny petite girl :)

Bed and Breakfast

Wow. Just look at this! Seriously, I want one. Can I can I, mummy? *puppy eyes* That looks real comfy. Tell me, where can I get one? :B

HOME ALONE

I was home alone today. Wanna know what I did the whole day?


I woke up at 8 in the morning. I took a loooonngggg shower. I went downstairs to have breakfast. Then I just sat at the kitchen, waiting for my groupmates and my Econs teacher to arrive. After the 2 hour class, I went upstairs, used the computer until 4.30 pm. Then I got bored, I went to my room and sat on the bed. Just sat there, doing nothing, thinking and flashing back. FOR 6 HOURS! Haish my emotion these days isn't normal right now.

The Best Burger In NY

JUST A BURGER?! It's so much more than just a burger. I, I mean, that first bite-- Oh, what heaven that first bite is. The bun, like a sesame- freckled breast of an angel, resting gently on the ketchup and mustard below. Flavors mingling in a seductive pas de deux. And then... ...A pickle-- The most playful little pickle, And then a slice of tomato, A leaf of lettuce, and a, A patty of ground beef So exquisite... Swirling in your mouth, Breaking apart and combining again in a fugue Of sweets and savories so... Delightful. Ohh this is no mere sandwich Of grilled meat and toasted bread. This is god speaking to us through food!

Life is like a moving wheel

Dear Hariz Aziz ,

I'm terribly sorry for what I've done. It's my fault, I know. I kept thinking about last week. It's not my intention, but it did happened and I can't pretend it didn't. Maybe it's not really a big deal for you. It is, to me!

We dealed this 4 years ago. But somehow, God is testing us again now. With the exact condition. I still don't get it. Why did it came to us? And not to you and her?

This is the last time I wanna deal right now :\

The one you created

Us, Form 5 seniors did a little brainwash for our juniors, Form 2 and Form 1. Me, Amirul, Shazana, Nadheerah, Hariz, Iqa, Syaza, Hafiz, and Hafizuddin were involved. We're trying to erase all their mistakes. And yes, there were screaming and yelling involved. But sadly, there were no crying. Amirul and Syaza were seriously scary. I did yell, but I don't know. I don't think I was fierce enough.

Heh anyway, what I wanna talk about is, the character they built for me earlier, kinda stuck with me. And it's hard for me to get it out. It's hard for me to be my old self. I was confuse with my own personality. After the brainwash thingy, I went to my class, the character was still with me. But thankfully I managed to control them. And when I got home, I was talking to my maid, and I was becoming that character. Ohh this isn't good :\

I need you guys to turn me back.

Cehh, macam pelakon drama daaaa.

The days are here

It's 9 o'clock. My tummy hurts so bad. Reysha, Deanna and Raina just went home. We were practicing for Nasyid. There's a competition on Friday. Dup dap dup dap. Athira and Mariana came too, but they went home at 6 pm. Athira taught us about singing and high notes. Bapak lah. Mariana gave a very good comment. Seriously, we were having such a great time. After they went home, me, Deanna, Reysha and Raina went upstairs. And we combined our brains together and started working! We mixed songs and lyrics. It was cool! And yes, we laughed our ass off. Ahh such a good times :) Now, the songs are done. All we have to is keep practicing. But I have to learn how to play from Faiz first. Wish me luck!

Fingers crossed! ;)